Chromesthesia

This was my suspicion for a while, to explain the emotional roller coaster. I noticed it today, I was happy as could be, then I crashed into this deep depression. It’s because I have nobody to share it with. I’m happy, I’m on top of the world, and it lasts for a moment, then it wanes because I…

I’m sorry… I’m torn between wanting a mate very badly and loving the freedom of my own company.